18. 16/I/24: IF I VANISH ONE OF THESE DAYS

IF I VANISH ONE OF THESE DAYS
I WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
I HAVE BOOKS ONLINE FOR SALE
AND TODAY I GOT A TEXT ASKING FOR ONE OF THE BOOKS
EVERYTHING SEEMS FINE SO FAR
BUT THEY SAY THEY WANT TO PAY ME IN BIZUM
THEY DON'T WANT TO PAY THROUGH THE PLATFORM
NOT TOO ODD BUT THAT ALONE GAVE ME A LITTLE ICK
AND THEN THEY SAY "MY FATHER IN LAW HAS A DELIVERING COMPANY"
"GIVE ME YOUR INFORMATION AND PEOPLE FROM THE COMPANY WILL COME BY AND TAKE THE BOOK"
THAT'S WHERE I BECAME TRULY PARANOID
WHY WON'T YOU WANT TO RECEIVE THE PACKAGE THRU NORMAL POSTAGE?
WHY DO YOU WANT TO COME TO MY HOUSE
I DON'T TRUST THAT, NOT AT ALL
BUT MY PARENTS SEEM ALRIGHT WITH IT
I ASKED THEM, AND THEY SAID THEY DIDN'T MIND ME GIVING THEM OUR ADDRESS
SO I DID. AND MY PHONE NUMBER. AND MY NAME.
I CAN'T SAY I LIKE THAT DECISION BUT IT IS DONE
THEY WILL COME TO MY HOUSE EVENTUALLY
AND I CAN'T SHAKE OFF THE FEELING THAT THIS IS A COVER UP FOR THE PEOPLE OF THE CULT
I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE CULT
I FEEL LIKE IF I MENTION THEM, THE NEXT TIME THAT THE INTERNET INDEXES ITSELF,
THIS PAGE COULD SHOW UP UNDER THE RESULTS
AND THEY COULD START SEARCHING
PULLING ON THE THREAD OF INFORMATION LIKE THESEUS THROUGH THE LABYRINTH
AND WHEN THEY FOLLOW IT THEY WILL GENUINELY KILL ME
I DIDN'T LEAVE IN GOOD TERMS WITH THE LEADER
BUT AT THE SAME TIME WE'RE A WHOLE OCEAN AWAY
THERE'S NO WAY THAT I
A SINGLE STUPID SPANISH KID
WOULD BE SIGNIFICANT ENOUGH
FOR THEM TO WANT TO END MY LIFE
SO HERE IS WHAT I KNOW OF THIS PERSON WHO WANTS TO "BUY THE BOOK FROM ME"
THE BUYER HIMSELF LIVES IN TOLEDO SPAIN
THE LOCATION THEY SET UP IS 39'8582920 N 4'0273510 W
HIS WIFE'S NAME IS MARIA T.S.
AND UH
THAT'S AS MUCH INFO AS I CAN GIVE YOU FOR NOW
BUT IF ANYTHING HAPPENS
IF YOU KNOW ME FROM DISCORD OR REAL LIFE
AND IF YOU DON'T HEAR FROM ME IN A FEW DAYS
KNOW WHAT HAPPENED
COME PAY ME A VISIT
AND TRY TO FIGURE OUT FOR YOURSELF
PLEASE
BUT I DON'T HAVE THE CONFIDENCE TO GIVE YOU MY ADDRESS
BECAUSE THERE ALSO ARE STRANGERS HERE
I DONT' WANT THEM TO FIND OUT
AND MUCH LESS SO THE PEOPLE OF THE CULT
MY GOD WHAT DO I DO...
...
i'm gonna see if i can get some sleep...