8. 17/XI/23: keep it buried

don't go looking there
you odn't wanna read those messages
you don't want to
you on't want to
they must remain buried
remain there
do not try to contact them
you nkow they won't respond
and you know it's not good for you
you nkow
so quit insisting
quit insisting
don't read that
keep it buried
keep it buried
put down the shovel
leave the graveyard?
is that too much?
who's to say at this stage
stage
drop the act
everything is fine
evrything is okay
you're only looking for a reacshiion
satisfy the drama kid inside you
jus t leave those idiots be
they're missing out by not talking to you
to
me

BUT THEN HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO REACT TO ALL THIS
HUH??
YOU TELL ME FUCKFACE
ME TELL ME

FUCK YOU
FUCK YOU JUST FUCK YOU
NO, FUCK ME
FUCK ME FOR LISTENING TO YOU
FOR LISTENIGN TO MYSELF
AAAAGHGH
I shouldn't be up right now, it's too late

I meant that it's 2am you IDIOT

whatever
i?m ending this conversation
right here
right now
eat shit


Don't you wonder how they're doing?
Shooting them a message to ask wouldn't hurt.

God, what a piece of shit you are.

There you go again, the drama kid berating with himself.

It's never too late to try to get in touch again.

Oh, right.
Well, I guess you have a point.
But the sooner you go to sleep, the more you'll have to deal with me speaking in your dreams...

You tried that once, and you hated it, remember?
Oh, what a kid.
...oh, hello.
Are you enjoying yourself so far?
You can consider this a novel.
One which hasn't had its end written yet.
Where the character is constantly evolving.
Day to day, live. In front of your eyes.
But let's take a bit of a break now.
We don't want to get writer's block, do we?